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Fitness 2021
I used to think I had my life all figured out, I thought I
knew what I wanted but I was wrong. I always say I have time, I am still young
but I know I won’t be young forever. I have always wanted to find some sort of
direction, some calling, something for me to chase after and to be passionate
about but the only thing I am passionate about at this moment is fitness but
what else? I feel there should be something bigger out there that I have to be
chasing. I feel I’m capable of achieving whatever I want but the problem is
that I don’t know what I want, I guess you could say I am sort of lost.
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| How do you view the concept of time? |
In the mean time while I try to find myself I have to study
so that I have a secure future, because life is horrible to people without
money and education is the easiest and safest way to make money, even though
education does not guarantee employment, it increases chances of employment. I
have no passion for what I am studying that is the problem because I am not
sure if it’s what I want but I can’t just sit around and do nothing.
What I do know is that I want to be my own boss some day,
and I want to live a free, comfortable life. I always hated the idea of
following orders without question and always relying on someone else for
anything. I am a loner, I am dependent only on myself, and I hate owing people
so I will try by all means to make sure I do not owe anybody. Sure sometimes it’s
good to let others in and accept help when you need it but it’s not in my
nature to ask for help/assistance. Heck there have been times in the past
couple years when I should have asked for help and I did not, and I suffered
because of it.
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| Do you take advantage of the time you have each day? |
I want to start using my time effectively, learn to trust
other people and accept and ask for help if there is a need for it. Time really
flies; I don’t want to be 30 and have kids without having ever achieved
anything or followed my dreams. I don’t want to regret not doing things; I
would rather make mistakes and learn from them, than be too cautious and not go
anywhere. I feel like I was in High School just yesterday yet it’s been like 4
years, I guess the next thing I will be 30 and feel like 21 was just yesterday
as well. Getting older happens without you noticing, it flies by through the
good and the bad times, through your failures and successes, the best thing to
do is not waste too much time and pursue what you want, even taking the long
way around if you know how it’s connected to your ultimate goal. But before you
can do all that chasing you have to know what you are chasing after and why...
